Today everything seemed to be OK, until I got bored with my exam review and started to surf around. I started to think as I surf around. I think of the one I am currently missing. I wish she knew how much I miss her and think of her everyday. I wish I don't have to hide her that I have been missing her so bad, but I have to do this to keep the relationship stable. I hope she is enjoying every moment of holiday time she is having now after having studied so hard for the first semester.
I started to think of my family, I wonder how each of them is doing now. I feel I have been disconnected since my school started busy.
After an hour, without that boring facebook, I ended up no where to go besides visiting this lonely blog. I started to view my older posts. As I read along, my feeling started to fluctuate. Some post remind me of the girl I was wit for a year, remind me of the fun time I had with her. I know I have to stop reading the older post here and remove them before that difficult feeling started to find it way back.
So I left my blog and went to visit other blogger. I found an interesting article from my bestfriend, barbie, and decided to post it here without her permission. I missed my old time with her when we chatted every night, with a very funny and truely friendship way. I missed the time I talked to her like an idiot and how much we were surprised by the character and thought we have in common. Hmm I wonder how would it be better if she didn't go to US and stayed here to chat with me tonight. I hope she is living her life well with her lovely prince in US. I realized once in a life time , you cannot find a second moment that the same thing will happen to you. So it is always a good idea to treasure every moment in our life.
Finally I ended up blank and sleepy. I feel I'm good to sleep for I got alot more work to do tomorrow for my upcoming exam which will end exactly on my birthday.
Good night my lonely blog, good bye my dear visitor if u happen to visit.
1 comments:
Sometimes it's good to let the person know how much she means to you. You don't need to keep all those good feelings to yourself, share it with her!
Anyway, I think you're not the only one who would come back to your own blog and re-read your previous posts. We can feel our old sense of self when we read our previous entries. It gives us the chance to remember what it felt like to be us, to remember who we were, to see how much changes we have gone through in life.
Things change, people also change, and we also change. Nothing in this world remain unchanged, Jupy. Every moment of our lives count.
I'd like to let you know that I really appreciate our friendship! Thank you for being such a wonderful friend. I wish you all the best in everything you do. May all your wishes come true :)
Barbie
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